Darkest hour before sunrise??????

Its been quite a while now since i have scribbled something in my blog. Since it was started with the awestruck interest and ambition...so the recent taunts have made me think that have i created another rotten space in this virtual webworld.??

Aah ofcourse the inactivity suggests nothing less than that . And even now when i move my fingers it may well be because that i have nothing to do either.

Well if I take a bit of liberty just for the reason that i am the author, i would not miss a chance to present an insight to my perspective too .

The phase i am going through is making me feel that all the spices and ingredients for growth are churned in a one go, as if the one who is doing it , may be almighty, is in hurry to generate a man out of a boy,who has just put a step onto manhood.

Just because i am disguisingly strong, so i abstain being specific. But the contemporary period has brought challenging situations from every aspect be it personal or professional. A gladiator standing in the center- handcuffed, being prodded by the spears from all the directions...

So when he goes forward to fight one warrior in one direction, the others come hard from the another direction,sometimes often leaving no option than being passive. Is this passiveness not reflected in the inactivity of the posts ??? ya of course alongwith the time as accomplice,as i always say, which , was more graciously accepted more towards contemplation and less towards actions.

Anyhow so this was my justification. But the things are'nt bad at all and i feel that i might have exaggerated. I have certainly discovered the importance of small things in life like planning , thinking and most of all quick action. And one thing more that everything is possible, the impossible takes a bit longer.

So Although the picture is not so rosy at present but i am deeply confident it will be ... very soon .. just because i have belief over sustained fighting and my evolution into a persistent thinker,and the fact that things are never worst , our inactivity makes them so .... so keep struggling ..upto the point when this feeling starts generating, that now enough; things are going out of control ,since it indicates end of every struggle , end of every pain ......... coz it is always DARKEST BEFORE THE SUNRISE..........