ha ha ... The Mind jus does'nt let go ...

Well just to start up , how many of us are very clear of what we are going to do .... very clear means very clear ...... hmm...does it depends upon person to person... ??? I say it depends upon the state of mind. When everything goes well and all plans are up on the place...there lies no need to look forward because contentment pacifies the ambitions ... and it is nothing to feel bad about..because our mind is made to work like this ....
But,for those who are so called ambitious in this world, the environment and the social structure has framed the mind in such a way that every achievement and every failiure is jus reduced to an assignment to complete.... leading to the same result ... discontentment(is it negative ???? )

Just introspecting our lives in a braoder perspective , lie down with your eyes closed .. and just give a deep thought ,what is all this for ... ???? afterall what is that we are seeking ....--- seeking when we get up from our bed ... seeking when we talk to people ---seek when we choose a job ..seek when we love someone ... seek while we eat .. seek while we write ... seek while we pay respect to someone ....---i mean everything u can imagine .... the answer is no doubt different for every person...hmmm ....but the end result is only one thing ...happiness ..is'nt it ....???!!! think for a while ...relate any of ur concious or subconcious deeds .....the answer is that life is short so extract the nector from where ever u can ....its jus a matter of time to tame the mind to extract the very nector ,for which we are here ,from all situations .... ha ha ha ...too much idealistic ...shee ..!!! how often can we do that ..always? once ? twice ? ..never ????? .. hey ppl just because this bloddy mind does'nt let go .....

I feel it does'nt require a life of an ascetic to do all that ... well the spiritual aspect tries to achieve this "let go type" feeling by killing the desire itself ..... the very thing that makes us human ..... ha ha ha ... so .. is it viable to look for detatchment from everything .....may be,may not be ... seriously i dont know anything ... so, the best option left is to try to let go the things, over which we think we can control our mind .... and detatch from those where we cant do so ..!!!!
not really ... ????? its not as tough as the previous option.....

another option will be to booze out .... well when i do it .. i feel the same "let go" ...which otherwise takes a session of hard meditation....ha ha ha .. easy way out haan ..... if u cant tame the mind ... loose its control .... but beware this loose mind will be like an untamed wild animal,it can silent sit in a corner or it can well do the devastation ..of the self ...............

Because the mind jus does'nt let go .....